My goodness! I know I haven’t updated but that’s because these past few days have been beyond busy! I only got to sleep 4 to 5 hours most days this week and now I feel like a zombie about to die again. I’ll tell you more about that later on when the busyness has finally died down.

I did not go on shopping sprees although that would have been nice. Part of my busyness has to do with finding more work to augment my income. I need money, you know. Anyway, when you’re busy, you tend to lose sight of everything except the one you’re currently focused on. So I became more tired than usual. I stopped doing my chores. I even stopped washing my face in the evenings as I was so tired and sleepy. My clothes started piling up, the dishes started creeping from my sink. Awful mess, really. But today, I get to relax. But tomorrow would be another busy day. I should be happy because it means more money coming in. But deep inside I am feeling unsure and stressed, and couldn’t find pleasure in the situation I’m in.

All I want to do is hug my little girl all day and watch television but I can’t. I have to work. In the meantime, I am hoping you all had a good weekend. I’m leaving you with this picture as I go back to my temporary happiness. Back to reality again tomorrow. =(

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